Late-night muses and musings

[allana]

I think I need to become nocturnal. My urges to write seem to crop up around about midnight and I know that if I go to bed and force myself to sleep, that I'll never remember the good stuff in the morning. So, here I am, with 500 words or so, of the final part of the Manipulation Trilogy written.



Shiner
Welt
Fracture

Can you spot the pattern there? My mind is currently a very odd place. I'm trying really hard to wrap this up in a mature way; I don't want to throw in gratuitous violence and sex for no reason and then end on a happy-clappy note. Actions have consequences and they should be shown, even if they are entirely fictional. I've drifted into the realm of writing stories that are designed to make people think. This seems to be reflected in the reviews I've received; some are very squealy superficial things which don't even get the obvious shit right, but others are much more insightful. Actually, most of that comes from chatting, but yeah. Thinking. Yay.

Huh, 726 words now. Fuck, this is just pouring out....

Anyway, it has to end right. I think I've put a decent amount of build-up and hints as to the nature of the relationship into the previous two; just enough, not a spoon-feeding amount suitable for kids. I'm terrified that I'll fuck it all up. I think this is the problem with a trilogy - you have ending anxiety and pressure too, as you've built up expectations.

Also, as I'm talking about porn and RPS quite a lot, I am contemplating setting up a filter for those kinds of posts. If you're on my friends list and you don't want this sort of thing popping up almost daily, leave me a comment and I'll set up a filter to spare your eyes. I don't want folks bleaching their brains to get rid of squicky stuff!

This ramble was brought to you courtesy of too little sleep.

Comments

[screwthedaisies.livejournal.com]

I guess it's no suprise that none of us want to see a filter. *grin* I'll perfectly understand it, though, if you've got *sniffle* other friends outside of us *sniffle* who don't love teh hott porn the way we do *sniffle* *grin*

As for late-night writing...argh! Just...argh! And why is it Mark can say in the darkness, "If I'm not asleep in 20 minutes, I'm going to get up and get some more of Project Whatever done," and I say, "Okay, have fun," but if you flip who's saying what, "Okay, have fun," is not the response I get? *sigh*

[glam-ang.livejournal.com]

Heather! I'm shocked and horrified to see you say "teh hott"! I'll have to send Lars over to spank you now.

Re the late-night writing: I have the same problem. In my case it's compounded by me just getting up straight away and not being seen again for hours. Ooops!

BTW - I uploaded an additional icon. Do I have to wait a couple of hours for the drop-down box to appear, so that I can start choosing which icon to use?

[screwthedaisies.livejournal.com]

Heather! I'm shocked and horrified to see you say "teh hott"! I'll have to send Lars over to spank you now.

Promise? ~thinks quick about where she can get a rent boy on short notice...and some hits of ecstasy...and is there enough time to charge the camcorder battery?!?!~

BTW - I uploaded an additional icon. Do I have to wait a couple of hours for the drop-down box to appear, so that I can start choosing which icon to use?

I never did....

[screwthedaisies.livejournal.com]

PS I see the new icon on your User Pictures page. It should show up in your drop-down....

[glam-ang.livejournal.com]

Where is this drop-down supposed to be? I'm not seeing it at all on the update page :( I'm now giving serious thought to semagic....

[screwthedaisies.livejournal.com]

I had to go look since I always use Semagic, but it's way down at the bottom, above the row of buttons:

Entry is Backdated: [ ]
Comment Settings: [default]
Screen Comments: [default]
User Picture Icon: <--- This is the one

[glam-ang.livejournal.com]

Nothing there :( LJ does not love me *sniffles* Maybe this is a sign that I should upgrade so that I have many lovely Lars Icons to torment Andy with?

[screwthedaisies.livejournal.com]

Hmmm. Yes, maybe upgrading is what you need to do. I didn't play around with my unpaid account very long (ten minutes, no posts?) to see what it did and didn't let me do. (All I knew was I wanted a specific style, and I had to pay to get it. *sigh*)

[glam-ang.livejournal.com]

Well, it all depends on whether (a) the rent boy looks like a young James and (b) whether I can get him into the Fedex box. I wouldn't expect him before Sunday....

The thought is what matters, right?